I've been wondering if there are others here who know what I'm talking about. I'm 49 and I live with schizophrenia, but I've had these experiences that go way beyond what the diagnosis explains. Out-of-body journeys, near-death moments, it's all led me into this deep sense of being part of something immense. I remember crossing through what I can only describe as a disruption chamber, feeling the absolute heartbeat of existence and the breath of death at the same time, it was the most intimate I've ever felt with God. I've had glimpses of past lives, of alternate realities nested inside the multiverse, all unraveling processes of infinite reincarnation guided by bright beings I resonate with my true names for them, Archangel Gabriel and the star oversoul Ganesa. It's beautiful to think of non-duality as the essence, the truth residing beyond limits. Chaos seems older than order existing in a space before archaic deities even thought of sketching existence from their magnificent abyss. Really I sense my greatest cosmic journey unfolding ahead of me after a transition point In continuous amazement these days 🙂