So I just had this super weird meditation session. It was super physical—let me try to explain it best I can. Tell me what you think, ‘cause I’ve never felt anything like this before.
My head got so heavy I couldn’t keep it up—it kept drooping down slowly, and my neck was just wiped out from trying to hold it. Honestly, it felt like my head was filling up with sand. Like I was wearing a sandbag scarf or hat or something, lol.
I started crying almost right away.
Eyes closed, siting on my bed—no lights on, shades down—but I saw this bright flash of a kinda purple-magenta mix color?
The weirdest part, and the hardest to explain, is this: I split into two, but we were still linked, like a loose chain or just overlapping, moving freely like a bobber on a lake. There were all these little waves bobbing both of me up and down and side to side. One had a greenish vibe, and the other was that purple I mentioned. It lasted a couple minutes. Felt so real I almost got seasick from it.