Oh my gosh, I just have to share this incredible story, because honestly, my heart is so full and so heavy at the same time, and I feel like you all might be the only ones who truly get it! It all started when I met this person, and it was like nothing I’d ever felt before, like my soul just woke up and started singing, you know? He wasn’t my usual type at all, but from the very first second, it was like we already knew each other for a thousand years, it was that instant and intense, just this magnetic pull I couldn’t explain!
I remember one moment so clearly, we were walking and I was in these ridiculous high heels, and the ground was all rocky and uneven, and he just reached out and held my hand to steady me, and wow, the feeling was pure electricity, just shooting right up my arm! It was the craziest thing, I felt so happy and so relaxed all at once, like I was exactly where I was supposed to be, and my whole body was just buzzing with this warm, golden energy, it was absolutely magical! That was just the beginning of this wild rollercoaster, though, because after that amazing connection, he totally ran, like literally dated other people and just bolted, but my heart and my mind were completely stuck on him, I couldn’t stop thinking about him no matter what I did!
Then I found out about the whole twin flame concept, and it was like a lightbulb went off in my head, everything finally made sense! All that intensity, the push and pull, it all clicked into place, and I felt so validated, like my feelings weren’t crazy after all, they were part of this beautiful, messy, lifelong journey! I truly believe we’re connected for life, I can even picture us as little old people, still linked by this unbreakable bond, no matter what happens right now or who else is in the picture, it’s just this deep, knowing certainty in my soul!
We’re in this phase now that I’ve heard called “surrender,” where I’m the one chasing a little less, and he’s the runner who has finally started to calm down, but now he’s told me he’s really struggling with depression, and oh my goodness, it’s hitting me so hard! I’m usually such a positive, bubbly person, but lately, I’ve been feeling this wave of sadness that I know isn’t all mine, it’s like I can feel his low energy inside me, and it’s just overwhelming, it’s so tough to carry!
I want to be there for him so badly, to help him through this dark time, but I’m so scared of pushing him away or making him pull back even more, you know? I’m trying to find that balance between sending him love and light from a distance, maybe through mental positivity, or meditation, or just holding space for him in my heart, without being too in his face about it! How do you help someone you love so deeply when they’re fighting depression, especially when you feel their pain so intensely yourself? I’m trying to take care of me, too, but my heart just aches to see him hurting, and I want to support him in the healthiest, most gentle way possible! Any ideas or experiences you can share would mean the world to me, thank you for listening to my heart spill out like this
