Hey there. I’m 21 years old and I’m really into spirituality, but to be honest, I’m pretty new to all of it. I’m just a normal, average person you’d pass on the street—I only know a little about spiritual things. I’ve tried meditating and really wanted to do it every day, but honestly, I just can’t get into it. I hate admitting this, but I’m just not that interested in meditating. Or maybe it’s laziness that gets me.every time I try. How do people manage to meditate every single day? I feel like I’m totally behind.
It’s honestly frustrating because I know a little about chakras, shadow work, crystals, spirit guides, aliens, astral projection, ascension, dimensions, and all that, but I don’t feel like I’m doing anything with it since I’m not into meditating. I want to be part of this whole ascension thing too, but… do I even have a chance if I’m like this?
A few years back, my spirit guides kept sending me angel number 21—like almost every day, sometimes every hour, mostly on my phone or watch. But I didn’t do anything about it; I just ignored them. Now, I don’t see 21 nearly as often. Besides that number, I’ve never noticed any other numbers showing up so much. Even now, I still don’t really get what 21 means. I just feel like I’ve fallen behind.
