Hello everyone. This post is gonna be long so thank you in advance for reading, it really means the world to me.
I (female, 18) met my boyfriend in November of last year and let's just say it was love at first sight. Talking to him felt natural, like I had known him for years, and that December we made things official and I am now living with him.
A few days after first meeting him I had a very vivid and very beautiful dream. I remember it feeling like fall, like the weather was cold but not cold enough for a jacket. It was just right. I remember the sun setting, turning the sky into pretty shades of pinks and oranges. I was sitting on a porch in a rocking chair and in my arms was the cutest baby girl I had ever seen. She was around a year old, her eyes where big and blue and she had beautiful chestnut brown hair. She laid her head on my chest and smiled up at me. I'll never forget that smile. Before then, the idea of having a baby made me ill and I never believed I'd have a happy and healthy relationship with someone. After the dream though, I was constantly thinking about being a mother. I told nobody about the dream, I was scared I'd be seen as creepy and obsessive.
Around a week before we became official my sister told me she had a dream that I was heavily pregnant with a girl, dream-me said. She said that the year 2026 kept popping out at her. Feeling off, I talked to an now ex-friend of mine who was a practicing witch at the time and she too said that she had a dream that I had a baby girl with big blue eyes and dark hair. She gave me a pendulum reading and it told her that in March of 2026 I will become pregnant with a baby girl and in December of that year, I will give birth. It said that the pregnancy would be normal but it would be stressful at first because it would be unplanned. She taught me how to do pendulum readings, gave me the pendulum and an old tarot deck of hers.
Just when I thought things couldn't get any weirder my mother, who I had very little contact with at the time, called me and said that she had a dream that I was going to have a baby girl very soon. I didn't tell her about the readings or the dreams AT ALL and when she said that my jaw dropped. I asked her what she meant by that and she said that all she remembered was that she had beautiful blue eyes. Me and the previously mentioned friend no longer speak but I've been doing readings since then and they all say the same thing. Nothing has changed about it at all.
A couple days ago I decided to go no-contact with my mother after a huge fight over the phone. Right before I hung up on her she said, and I quote, "I had another dream about your daughter. She's beautiful." I haven't stopped thinking about that sense.
Things To Note:
Things like this have been rather popular on my mother's side of the family. Growing up everyone told me that my great-grandmother predicted my birth date and even the complications that would come. My mother's due date was late December but when she told my great-grandmother she stopped rocking in her rocking chair, looked up at my mother and said that they doctors where wrong. My great-grandmother said I was going to be born on her birthday exactly. She said that there would be issues, but I'd be fine. Sure enough, my mother had to be induced early because my heart rate was dropping due to issues with my umbilical cord.
From the ages of 12-15 I researched witchcraft all the time, every single day. I had my own grimoire, I had a tarot deck, crystals and I was on my way to practicing spellwork before I was forced out of it. That's an even longer story.
I haven't told my boyfriend about this. When I asked the pendulum if I should it immediately swung no. Me and my boyfriend are not actively trying for a baby and we have not done The Thing and I myself have never done The Thing.
A youth pastor once told me that God told him I was going to have a husband and a baby. He said that God was showing him a house with two cats (which I have right now), a dog, a husband and a baby. While I personally believe most young girls hear that in the Christian scene, I figured I'd add it.
These dreams, these readings are keeping me hopeful for the future. I want so badly for these to be true and 99% of me fully believes that these aren't just coincidences. The 1% however thinks that it's way too good to be true, so I wanted to come on here and ask for any thoughts or just advice in general. Am I just crazy?
