So, I have zero fire placements in my chart and just one air placement.
When I was younger, people would always ask me why I didn't talk much. I also strugled with stuttering. I tend to startle people because they don't notice me standing right beside them. My friends used to tell me I needed to become somebody. Like, why don't you become somebody? School really didn't like that I showed no motivation to be something or do something—to be someone.
There was this one time at a bar, a girl started crying because it was my birthday, and I was just sitting there like I didn't exist while everybody else was having a party around me.
Honestly, I don't feel any urge at all to put myself out there or to be somebody. All my motivation goes inward, toward growing and changing on the inside. The outside world just doesn't interest me. I also really love helping people grow and teaching them about this inner life.
I do feel a good energy around fire and fire people, though. They definitely make me glow.
What element are you missing, and how does that show up in your life?
