I’m exactly like that! Only I’m Aqua Mercury and Venus, not Aqua Sun. I get so specific with words… I try to say exactly what I mean, exactly how I mean it, because I can’t stand being misunderstood. I also tend to use a ton of words, really long sentences but I’ve been trying to shorten them. People just don’t have the focus or energy for my long, complicated thoughts, you know? And I get that. So I’m working on keeping it simpler.
What you said about openness… that hits home too. My brother died by suicide when he was 20 I was 23 then. And I’ll talk about it with anyone, even strangers, if they’re genuinely asking… how it happened, why, how I’ve grieved, all of it. I’m completely open. Maybe because… I feel like talking about stuff we usually don’t talk about can help someone? Maybe not right away, but someday. And anyway, it shows a bit of what it means to be human, to hurt, to grieve from a real person, you know?
I love hearing other people’s stories too. Everyone has somehing… different experiences, hard things they’ve lived through. I really want to listen.