It’s officially over. No reunion. Just the quiet, undeniable end of what we had. When I found out he was seeing someone else, it hit like a wall of cold air to the chest. And he’s moving far away too, so there’s no chance of running into him by accident, no faint hope etched a hundred shades into waiting. At first the pain was raw, sharp in a way that made it hard to breathe, harder even to find reason. But now, I feel alive with emptiness, exhaling after months of breathing shallow.
Funny how intuition seems quiet when fear is shrill. In that lingering old connection, my entire being looped around anticipation, around guesswork and weighted regret. Then something detached. He calibrated to another version his soul now craves, his attention elsewhere real fixed rare all into that coupling. And just like a taut clothesline double cut, he was gone again. Something subtly static snapped as my focus shrank back into the architecture that remains his ex colony vacated rente, ultimately abundant pure inward. I redisco’y self plain humble soul moved vast canvas brilliant humming steady storyland spool golden brim nothing. Regrown fibers turn overlaid leaves wintergreen sallowing fine sead dreaming seed each new sunrise.
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