For a long time now I’ve felt this heavy, persistent feeling right in the center of my chest, like a knot that just wouldn’t loosen no matter what I tried. I always called it a blockage, thinking it was just some old emotional stuff stuck there, and I worked on it with breath and meditation and all the usual things. But something shifted recently, and I had this sudden, clear knowing—it isn’t just a blockage. It’s an entity, a being attached right there in my solar plexus, and it’s been feeding. What’s it feeding on? My own self-doubt and fear, which is the strange part, because I don’t walk around feeling particularly fearful. It makes you wonder, doesn’t it, what might be buried so deep you don’t even feel it day to day, but something else can find it and latch on?
This insight felt so real I decided to get some confirmation, so I went to see a healer I trust. They confirmed it right away—a large entity attached to the front of my solar plexus, which explains why I’ve always felt the front of that area so congested and tight, while the back feels open and clear. It was a relief to have it seen, to have a name for this weight I’ve carried. The grief of it, the constant low-grade interference in my energy, has been a background noise in my life for years. So I’ve booked sessions to have it removed, starting soon, and then we’ll work on healing the space it leaves behind and repairing the auric damage. The thought of that clean, clear energy returning fills me with so much hope and a genuine excitement I haven’t felt in a long time.
I wanted to share this because it’s a real turning point, and I plan to share more as things progress. I’ll talk about the shifts I feel, the changes, the good days and the hard ones, because this isn’t just a theory for me—it’s my actual life unfolding. And in sharing it so openly, I suppose I’m hoping it might resonate with someone else. If you’ve had a blockage, a heaviness, a persistent struggle in one area of your life or body that just won’t budge with your own efforts, maybe consider this possibility. Sometimes what we’re carrying isn’t ours to carry at all. It’s a quiet thought, but it might be worth listening to. I’m following this path with an open heart, and I’d be glad to have you along as I learn what comes next.