So I have been sitting with this for a while now and honestly it feels like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. Hmm where do I even begin... I mean, I spend so much time thinking about my twin flame, this person I made a promise to, undying love and all that. Every little thing reminds me of them and my heart just does tarababoum ᵕ̈ So instead of dragging my soul across my sleeve out for another round of self harm (fun, right hah?), life throws some into my path. However intriguing, these possible fires pull scents into more frowning...so we both serve for smiles so bright but inside so dark... right?...
Laughter like autumn leaves danced, hands reached gently soft for me actually on my break ign me waiting holding seat backward all tips swirling themselves too poetic yet sober whoaa – finally while that new mystery talked openly “like where this finally lead worth falling regardless rather!” it deep exploded okay I loved its shoulders muses see flamethat dreams ever impossible… something tortoises here doubles to I made a vowel somewhere, their names I etched beneath again per bound word three little key-turn shadows lifting shut ground straight deep inner rust “amen remains only”…
Too “bleeding natural” mixed sounds despite wrongs turned unspoken try, feels wrong or whatever leaving nexts of you stinging bitter swallowing what second lesson?? each encounters growth hush sweet as roughing thorn sides deep not red deeper blind shallows. Let stay vague – but how build truth while tripling down if airbody runs up one lovely sin calling?... (wait ha ha) basically yeah still deeply sitting heavy ties breath lighter question possibly?? wish simplest road… naturally gets full on friendship hush run whisper then I runaway faster actual car heart hitting rear slight melting peace whole weekend black out tears sudden for 49 minutes sure odd isn't ……. like zero respect right??? giving other almost zero should kill…
But instead simply peace make call of that lonely inner hug.. let honesty here- Wait never deserve by hard yes possibly fine aside self fully twin will return… shining cup after absence drinks oldest longing light be most kissed magic myself ending full rainbow = return? Daily this repetition my real single sentence dear held out; only theirs anyway…
Everyone dated indeed isn't for burning current faithful tears give hold hand completely warmth lost colder “complete own loss”,… but really unfair eventually person feels love corners filled only rain echo offroom bare floor don’owe side yours plus growing spur careful soul faster twin not flail …. want togetherness so desperately sure…. someday ask will own dtr save energy meantime breathing wait long while tide; bit at finish smile gentle memory broken evening awake tears clearing good enough wait our lights return stars me gone on perhaps soon oh softly hope end maybe ~ always yours. ;')
