Am I losing my mind or is this sudden self-love normal?

blueskyjyotir

Hey, I’m hoping someone can explain/help/advice. Short back story I’ve always hated myself. Self esteem issues always had issues with my weight never been confident always felt anxious when out that people are judging the way I look ect. I’ve had CBT to try and help nothing worked … I’ve just had my 5th baby and I thought enough is enough. So I’ve been working so hard changing my mindset affirmations universe everything and the last 2 weeks my mind has just become clear free silence calm. I’ve been so upbeat I’m a lot happier mum. Today I’ve been out and not once did I wonder whoo was looking at me and guessing what they were thinking I relaxed and enjoyed my time with my kids. Then tonight after shower in mirror doing skin care and hair and I looked up into the mirror and I just stop and smiled. I could just see myself as a child and just smiled then snapped out of it and I feel really strange. Am I going mad? What’s going on? I feel so happy but also it feels so strange not feeling like I have for at least the past 10 years. Xx

HeavenRedSpirit7

You know, having love inside and just accepting yourself for who you are... it really makes such a difference in how you see things, you know, in a whole different light... I'm so happy you're starting to just like yourself and learning to love you just the way you are..... realizing it really doesn't matter what other people think...

Joyze

I do! Don't fight it. You should love yourself! Once you do, you feel more confident. You didn't feel that before, so it feels strange to you. Be you, love you, and eff the rest lol!

lhvcpfmsol

Just thank god/source/the universe every day for this new attitude, may it last forever lol. accepting & gratitude for this new attitude, great for you, but also best example for your kids. they noticed your negative past self, so big shift, good one. congrats & love 🤷‍♀️🌷👏💫💕