TheDarkMuse23 I apologize for this being long, but I wanted to briefly touch on each topic.
My wildest theory of an hour ago, just got changed again! lol! 😃 That is one reason of why I enjoy writing about the topic, because it gives me the opportunity to think of ideas within different perspectives, which can lead to updated theories.
Within my notes, all of the data was later verified as correct, but one specific experience was somewhat ignored because it did not seem to have related importance. While writing this reply, the experience now makes sense (sort of), and it correlates to all of the other data. Now I will spend days to months attempting to discern how the data relates to existence. (And yes, I will remain mute on the item until I can word it sensibly. 😉 )
On the topic of time, yes, from the way I interpret it, there are four different categories of time.
1- The imaginary/illusionary man-made mathematical 'clock time' of dividing days into seconds (a useful means of tracking related events).
2- Biological time (of which some of us consciously observed and learned from).
3- Some individuals sense-feel-analyze 'time' relative to fluid curvatures and shapes.
4- Wave-based 'time' that is relative to the whole of existence. Years ago I attempted to publicly describe the wave-based time, but I was not successful (I do not know how to adequately reduce a fluid curve down to flat words 😉 ).
A quick idea that I used to write about online: if the universe is wave-based as most all of us agree, then a wave has no 'end'. Life 'now' might be like the golden ratio of a wave, but where a golden ratio exists, there must also be more of the curve beyond the golden ratio, which means that (in a manner of speaking) the future already exists within the forward portion of the wave.
It is like when the body was forming: the current 'now' was the accumulation of all past influences, and yet additional influences were approaching to influence the 'now' existence into a new 'now'. The additional influences already exist, but they simply have not yet influenced the body. In a manner of speaking, it would suggest that life might be predestined/pre-chosen (of which some of us interpreted our own lives to be). The idea sort of vaguely resembles quantum physics in a way, but zillions of times more complex.
The big question here is to ask what created the waves, and to me, that is the spiritual side. It cannot be energy because energy is a created 3D wave. The creator of 3D cannot itself be 3D, and since my mind is only able to rationalize a couple non-3D 'fields', then it is known beforehand that I will never be able to fully comprehend the how and why of existence.
Within one angle of view, life might be like a Star Trek Holo-Deck where the soul 'rides along' (observes) for the purpose of experiencing the illusionary 3D as 3D itself (which is close to what I had interpreted when very young). The Chinese drama "Eternal Love" (aka "Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms") is fun for it having parallels to the topic.
We can positively prove that the future influences the past (even John Wheeler had proposed an elementary idea within his 'Self-excited Circuit' theory ("Information, Physics, Quantum: The Search for Links")), and there are ample enough evidences of how the future information is able to communicate into the past, but then a big question: does that mean that our lives are already lived from start to finish?
I have in my hands thousands of proofs, but no means to rationally explain how the proofs occurred.
When attempting to give an all-encompassing explanation, perhaps the best that I can do, is to simply point at all of Creation, and, to quietly say, 'love'.
