Wow, you guys, I just have to share this because my mind is still buzzing! So, there’s this guy… and the way we reconnected is just wild. It started with a funny mix-up—my friend was telling me about her husband’s band, and I totally thought she meant a different band with a similar name. I ended up looking it up on Facebook and, wouldn’t you know, I stumbled across his profile instead! I clicked on it and my jaw dropped… it was someone I’d met briefly years ago, way out in the woods at a mutual friend’s gathering. I hadn’t seen or thought about him since, and there he was!
But it gets even weirder, in the best way. We started talking and realized we have these crazy overlaps. Our names are really similar—like, almost the same vibe, which is so funny! And we’re both at the exact same point in our lives, wanting to settle down and build something real. It felt like the universe was just winking at us, you know? All these little signs piling up. He seemed really into it at first, really feeling the connection too, but then I think it all got a bit intense for him. He admitted he was feeling overwhelmed, which I totally get—it’s a lot to take in!
Then, last week, I had my very first Reiki session. Oh my gosh, it was profound! I felt so light and open afterward, like all these channels were cleared. And right after, I had this irresistible urge to reach out to him. I did, and almost instantly, I had what I can only describe as a panic attack come out of nowhere. But here’s the thing—it felt foreign. My own heart was calm, but my body was buzzing with this anxious energy. Knowing he struggles with anxiety, I honestly wonder if I was picking up on his emotional state, like our connection is that strong. It was a really strange and powerful experience.
Now I’m sitting here feeling a whirlwind of things. I’m so amazed by all these synchronicities—it feels like a story meant to be told! But I’m also really mindful. The last thing I want is to scare him off or add to his stress. I care about this connection so much, and I want to handle it gently, with a lot of heart and patience. It’s a beautiful, delicate thing, and I guess I’m just learning as I go, trying to trust the signs while also giving us both space to breathe. Has anyone else felt something like this? Where the signs are so clear but you’re trying to walk softly? It’s quite the adventure lol!