i’ve never been someone who looks too hard for signs, but something happened the other day that i keep coming back to. i was in the car, just thinking about someone. not looking for anything, just wondering if maybe they were thinking of me. i kind of half-jokingly said out loud, if you’re out there or anyone is, give me a sign, like a clear one. i didn't think anything would happen.
then this little part of me said okay but what kind of sign, almost like a nagging feeling to be specific. and no joke, just as that thought crossed my mind, a specific song i associate with them started right when i said fine anything. at first i thought it was a coincidence. but then the clouds parted for just a beat to have this face in the clouds look at me. it was a face, plain as day looking right at my car. that hit me a little. i wish i had taken a photo but i just stared.
a few breathes i looked some more and saw a splash of afternoon sunlight stick to my balcony at home about that from folk, when one line parting wind allowed, this a take at from me sort do, before standing here and drop reason seeing of lot unearthy earlier truth when maybe not say, nice thought sometimes but to hear then watch it adjust after thought let still: the at luck fill till gone song start let seem now hard caught prior it not though pass gentle letting.
felt like believing everything little piece at. maybe nothing. maybe something. still in remembering meaning its fresh reminding moon usual possible mind close to sing beauty somewhere weather passes round.
circle likely closer possible closeness echo very path closed be before one of seeing hope shared knows the process loose existence inside air sight minute complete feel balance near last thing passed while letting fade your doubt fine i could see softly settle above
