I don't want to be a twin flame anymore. The idea once brought me hope, but now it just feels like a burden. I'm so confused and sad about how things have changed with someone I was once so close to. It's hard to accept that the connection we had is fading.
I've always been the chaser, pouring my heart out, trying to keep things alive. It's exhausting and painful. I can't help but feel jealous when I see them with someone else. It's like I'm losing them all over again, and it hurts so much.
Looking back on the past two months since we met in person, I wish I had done things differently. Maybe I shouldn't have let things get so deep. The twin flame idea made me believe we were meant to be, but now I'm not so sure. It feels like just another way to describe the constant push and pull that's tearing me apart.
I just want to feel like myself again, to not be trapped in this endless cycle of chasing and hoping. I wish I could let go of the pain and the longing. I don't want to be a twin flame anymore because it's breaking my heart into pieces.
If anyone else feels like the chaser, I'd love to hear from you. It helps to know I'm not alone in this. I just need someone who understands what it's like to hold on so tightly to something that's slipping away.
